to my murderer

 if you ever k!ll me, 

I won’t despise you 

for the beautiful moments 

God planned for me to witness 

you are taking from me

I won’t despise you 

for destroying my hope 

in the good of humankind

But I will hate you 

for the sorrow of my mother 

and of everyone that has ever loved me 

I will hate you

for eternity

For causing so much misery

Among the people 

I love.